stayed awake, good lunch. even been spending afternoon sending paperwork for bank for home loan (requiring lots of it now.. is just the way it is now). but now it’s starting to hit me (the jetlag thing). feeling tired, a bit hungry, not wanting to move enough to make food (or rather going out to get food to then make food). so now feeling down, everything sucks and cold and hungry. I miss the summer time of Portland. no doubt feel better in morning, but the few hours of going “need to stay awake or tz fucked”… gah. i hate the first day back from travel.